New Blog!- IMPORTANT

Hello everyone!

It’s Alex, of course. Just wanted to let everyone know that I have started a new blog! I will eventually be deleting this one and be fully committed to my other one. I am asking any and all of my followers to please continue to follow me, just on my other blog, which I will give you the information to in one second.

Now, you may be wondering why I created a new blog. Well, the answer is simple, I just want a new, fresh start. That’s all.

Here is my new blog’s title: septemberwriter.wordpress.com (I would’ve put a link, but I don’t have time right now.)

Again, please continue to follow me and I will see you all on my other site!

-AK

 

P.S. Please like or comment on this post and let me know if you will be following my other site. When I get as many likes/ comments as I have followers, I will delete this site and fully transfer to The September Writer.

News & Great Changes

Hey everyone,

It’s been a while and a lot has happened! Let me get you updated.

First of all, I haven’t posted anything about this, but me and my now boyfriend have liked each other for a long time now. The bad part, we’ve been hiding from everyone, our parents, friends, leaders; not anymore though! We have told our parents, they are ok with everything, and they are making more time for us to be together. What’s really funny though, is that we are both twins, and we are both the second twin! (Crazy and creepy right?)

Also, Preston, my  boyfriend’s name, and I went to an event called WinterJam, which is pretty much a giant worship rally with a bunch of Christian artists and stuff, with our youth group. At the intermission of the mere greatness of it all, Preston and I went to get “real food,” which turned out to be a funnel cake (junk food is still “real” food, right?). Anyway, as we walked, it was so crowded that we could barely move, so I stood behind him with my hands on his shoulders so that I would not lose him among the many people. Then he slightly turned around, reached out his hand, and said “Here,” and I took his hand and held it all the way to get food and back to our seats.

Now I may sound like a little girl as I say this, but it was absolutely wonderful! I felt butterflies in my stomach and I was so extremely happy. I looked up at him and he was staring ahead, but he was smiling, as was I.

It is so awesome to not have to hide ourselves anymore, we can hug, hold hands, and not feel that people are suspecting anything. It is truly wonderful. This brings me to one point, never hide anything from yourself, parents, friends, anyone, especially God, because he knows everything that goes on, even when you try to hide something. Just be honest, it is incredible to see just how refreshing and relaxing it is when you just tell the truth. 🙂

 

Ok, now I have a favor to ask you, and yeah, it’s kinda big, but, here it is: Could you please be praying for Preston and I? We both really want this relationship to be God-centered and to stay that way, so we have to be honest with ourselves, God, and each other. We also know that if a relationship is going to work right, it will do so only if we grow together with and through Christ. Please pray that we do this and continue to do this; please pray that if this is what God wants from us, if he wants for us to be together, that he makes that more than clear to both of us so that we can grow better together. I thank all of you for your prayers ahead of time. You really do not realize how much both of us appreciate it.

So, here is your encouragement, be honest, because when your honest, things work how they’re supposed work, all in God’s plan, no strings attached, I promise. Remember Philippians 4:6-7 (which I remind myself of most often) “Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.”

Its Getting Better

Socks pulled up high

Tie loosely hanging from my neck

Plaid skirt hovering over my knees

Baggy pullover sitting on my shoulders.

Books in my arms

and knowledge in my head.

I’ve got this.

God please help me,

I can only do this with you.

 

School is getting better. Of course, I still miss my friends and old teachers, but I’m getting used to this new school now. The teachers are really helping me to become more comfortable. I actually presented two passages that I wrote in rhetoric today and the the teacher said that it was great. She actually said that I almost mirror her, because we both like cats =^..^= , we both like reading, and we both love writing, so I think that that’s pretty sweet. Also, in Logic, well, after school with my logic and omnibus teacher, I found out that he really likes to write as well, and he actually received a bachelors degree in literature and writing in college. That’s awesome!

Still haven’t made any “friends” yet, but all of the students are pretty nice and I’m getting along with them quite well, so that’s good. How have you guys been doing? Any changes? Might not be as big as moving schools, but anything significant? Sorry this post is so short, but there’s not really anything else to say right now. Please know that I am praying for all of you guys that read my blog. You all are amazing!

 

-AK ❤

New School Stuff

Hey guys,

so I started a new school yesterday; a christian private school. It really is an amazing school, one of the top 50 in the nation. Oh, yeah, and it’s called Veritas Christian Academy, if you were wondering. Anyway, we just came in as the second semester was starting and so far, it’s been an interesting transition.

For my younger brother, this new change has been great. He loves the school and is friends with all six people in his class, as well as the three gerbils in there. He was so upset that he couldn’t have school today, Verterans Day, and is so happy that school is back in session tomorrow. Me, on the other hand, well, the transition hasn’t gone as smoothly.

My first day, Tuesday, was interesting. A girl named Camora helped me out a lot and came to the class that I was in before lunch so that she could show me where to go. Also, in Logic and Omnibus, she talked to me from across the room and made some funny comments. She’s the only kind of real friend I have in the school so far, but it’s hard to be away from my real friends from my other school. It’s strange though, because I’m being very careful with getting new friends, because I still want to be in close relations to my other friends. Because, even though we are still keeping contact with each other, it’s not the same as seeing them in school everyday, you know? Also, it’s hard without them, because at one point the other day, I thought about them and had to hold back tears. Now I have to force myself not to think about them that much during the day.

Also on my first day, they put me into a math class that is way too high of a level for me, so I am really, really hoping and praying that they switch it for another math class. Because of that though, my first day was really stressful; then, in study bell, because of this, the math teacher had me take a test (which I am pretty sure that I failed) to see what level I am on in math.

So yeah, this is what has been going on on my side of the country, on this side of the globe. If you could, please be praying for me to fit in with the school and not to miss my friends too much, but to not forget about them or lose contact with them, which I am sure is impossible. Once you’ve met my friends, you will never forget them, and I say that in the most loving way possible, because they really are amazing. Thank you guys in advance, you don’t know how much I appreciate it!

Blessing After Blessing

Hey guys! Sorry I haven’t posted in like three weeks, I’ve been super caught up in school and stuff. But I’m back now! 🙂

-AK

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Friends are truly the greatest blessings of all. I was reminded of this on a recent field trip with my school to the beautiful Grand Caverns in Charlottesville.

I have four amazing friends. They are the best people in the world. There is Jing, the funny, quiet-around-adults, can-get-defensive-sometimes-girl, Jillian, the always smiling, humorous, and creative girl, Neive, the quiet, always reading a book, but good to talk to girl, and Anh, the defensive, protector of our small group that is always ready to defend our hides against any and all boys. I love them all, but of course, they all have different things that make them all unique and absolutely wonderful.

Jing, well, she is the most loyal, kind, and sweet girl that you will ever meet. She always wants to makes sure that you are feeling ok, and will do anything to make you laugh. Around adults, she is extremely quiet, but when we get around the lunch table together, its all laughing and jokes. If someone says something bad about me or anyone in our small group, she gets super defensive and makes it known that they are completely and utterly wrong about that they have said about us. (I have seen this in action.) 🙂  I love her to death and am so, so, so thankful for this marvelous girl!

Then there’s Jillian. Oh, I really love this girl. I like the band Owl City, and she likes Green Day, and I hate their music so when she talks about them I just go on and on about how terrible they are, while she sits there and doesn’t get nearly as worked up as I do.  🙂 She is really outgoing and is not ashamed of anything that she does, which is awesome. I love this girl to bits and could not live without her and her sometimes inappropriate humor! ❤

Now on to Neive, which is pronounced NAVE, pretty much, just letting you all know that straight up. She is one of the quietest bookworms that you will ever meet. And I say bookworm in the most loving way. Even though she is quiet, I can talk to her about anything and she will listen. I can ask her any question and she never thinks that I am dumb for not knowing the answer. She never judges me (not saying that the others judge, because I know they don’t). Her and her quiet spirit are just what I need some days too. I love her so much and I am so glad that God has put her in my life.

Lastly, but most definitely not least, we have Anh, which is pronounced like the word “on”; it is Vietnamese. She is the protector of the group and keeps us safe from any boys that could be a potential threat to us. She gets her opinion out there no matter what and is definitely not afraid of getting in trouble if what she has done is “helping” us, at least in her eyes. 🙂 Yes, sometimes she can get a little too defensive, but we all love her for it. Now-a-days, she is moving to be with the boys more, not romantically at all, she is just friends with a lot of boys, but if that’s where she wants to be, I don’t want to hold her back, because of course, love stays forever! ❤

These amazing, smart, beautiful, and awesome girls are just what I need and God has blessed me so much through them. I am so thankful, I can’t even describe my gratitude in words. I have the most amazing best friends in the world, and I hope that these friendships will last throughout my lifetime. I love these girls as if they were more than sisters. Thank you God for these wonderful blessings!

God is Our Creator

On Wednesday night a few weeks ago at youth group, we had a lesson really inspired me to write this.

God is our creator, but people don’t believe it. They don’t believe it because, for one, they don’t want to accept it. If someone has created them, then that means that they are not the person in control. As humans, we long to be in control of every situation, whether you agree or disagree with this, I am telling you right now that every human on the face of this planet wants to be in control of whatever situation they are in.

Think about it, if you are getting a divorce, wouldn’t you want to be in control of the issue and turn it around to fix your marriage? If you are treated badly at school or work, wouldn’t you want to be in control and have it so that you are not mistreated? I know that I would want to be in control, but if people see that someone else has created them, they realize that they are not in control, and that scares them. If they aren’t in control, then to them it means that nothing can be accomplished the way that they want it to be.

If people realize that they have a creator and they did not come from some explosion that happened many, many years ago, they admit that they are weak. As humans, it is our natural instinct not to show our weaknesses, that would make us vulnerable. If they see that there is a creator, they also find that they are weak because they cannot create anything that is living. We cannot create plants out of nothing, or animals out of nothing, or humans out of nothing. It just isn’t possible. If people see that, they just don’t know what to do. Scientists these days are trying to create human body parts so that if someone needs a heart transplant or a liver transplant or anything of the sort, they do not have to wait for a donor. Personally, I believe that they will not succeed in this. God is the only creator, the only one that can breathe air into something made up of dust and cause it to come to life. Maybe I’m wrong, maybe one day they will be able to create real body parts, but they will never be able to make it out of thin air. We are created by a God and not men.

The second reason why people cannot grasp the fact that we have a creator is because they don’t think that a person could have the ability to do create a universe, much less a planet. What they don’t understand is that God is not human. Yes, he, as Jesus, came down in human form to die for us, but he is not human. He is more. Because He is not human, he can create a world; a universe; a galaxy; life.

As Christians, we have a general understanding of this. No, we can’t really describe what God is. He is the unmade maker. We, as humans, need a creator, we don’t come out of nothing, but God has been around for eternity. He doesn’t follow the human concept of time. Time is man-made, so it does not apply to him. At this moment, he can see us as we are being born, what we are doing now, and what we are doing twenty years from now at the same moment.

I know, it’s confusing, but that’s because we, even being Christians and believing that God has created us, cannot understand how God has been around for forever, that He does not need a creator, and that He is outside of time.

Because we believe that God is our creator, we need to share this with the others who do not believe this. Yes, hard questions may come up regarding some of the things above, but they just have to have faith. They have to believe. We will never be able to answer these questions with complete confidence because we will never know the answers for sure. We have to keep telling this unbelieving world that this is the truth though, that we have a creator. That God is our creator.

Spread Your Wings and Fly!

Hey everybody!

I know, I post on Mondays, but I just couldn’t wait to post this, so it’s going to be posted today! (Just a little side note.) 🙂 

-Alex Kaine

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Recently my mom gave me a courage key, it is just a simple key, like the one shown below, but it has the word “Courage” printed on it.

,courage key

This key is used in a program called MOPs (Mothers Of Preschoolers), and my mom is the head of it at our church. At the beginning of last year, each mom was given a key, and in the envelope that it was given to them in, there was a card with the definition of courage, and the instructions on giving your key away at a later time to someone who is in need of courage. As you wear the key, or keep it with you, it is supposed to remind you to be courageous, because God is always with you. He will never leave you nor forsake you.

Every Christian needs to remember this. God will always be with you, no matter what, and you need to fulfill your purpose with courage, because He is right there beside you. Yes, one of our purposes in this world is to proclaim the name of Jesus and share the Gospel with everyone on this planet, but you do have another purpose as well.

Two weeks ago at Dive, our Wednesday night youth program, we talked a little bit about what our purpose it. What do you think you are called to do? Your purpose is not to get good grades, to have a bunch of friends, to please others, to get a lot of money, to have a big family, to marry an amazing person, you have a specific purpose given to you be your creator. Sometimes we wish that we were from another time period, so that we could experience what life was like back then, or what it will be like in the future, but now is our time. God put us all in the 21st century for a reason. There is something that you are being called to do, that God has made you to do.

What is your purpose? Or, if you don’t know, what do you think it is? Personally, for me, I think my purpose could be to write. God has given me the gift of written word. Maybe I’m wrong, maybe there is something else in life that I am going to do, I don’t know yet, no one does. Even if you don’t know what your purpose is yet though, you have one, do not doubt it. God created you for a reason.

Just remember, God is always with you, helping you to be courageous and brave, even through the hardest trials and circumstances. Stand strong, because He is standing even stronger right beside you, holding your hand and walking you through it all, leading you through it all. All you need to do is trust in God and spread your wings. He is teaching you how you fly.

A Time to Pray

Hey Guys!

Just a quick note before you read this. I will now only be posting new material on Mondays instead of Mondays and Thursdays, like I was doing before, I am just too busy with school and everything to post twice a week. Hope you guys like today’s posts and most of the ones that follow. Have an amazing day! 🙂

-Alex Kaine

The other day I found out from my English teacher what the moment of silence was for: a time to pray.

It was Thursday morning and my day had begun with English class, one of my favorite classes. We got in and prepared to take out weekly grammer test. On the test we always have to diagram two sentences, and I was trying to remember how we diagrammed a sentence from last week when the morning announcements came on.

“Good morning students, teachers, and staff, please stand for the pledge to our flag,” the voice on the other side of the intercom said. From there we stated the pledge and went on the our moment of silence, but two or three people whispered to one another through the entire thing, and I saw my teacher give them two or three looks through the minute. I also noticed that my teacher, as she stood by her desk, had her head bowed and her eyes closed. She’s praying? I asked myself. I didn’t know Ms. Fagan, my teacher, was religious in anyway, Christian or not, I just had no clue to what she believed.

When the announcements ended, Ms. Fagan once again gave the talking treo a look of disappointment and irritation. She told them that they were not to talk during the moment of silence. Her facial expressions really told the story though. She was a great teacher, one of my favorites, but her start could turn a man to stone if he looked at her too long. As she talked to the people that had been talking, even I fidgeted in my seat a little bit. You didn’t want to get on Ms. Fagan’s bad side.

After a short talk to the students, she turned to the rest of the class and asked, “So what is the purpose of the moment of silence?” She started to walk around the outside circle of desks, and then moved to walk around the inside circle of desks. Now she was in front of me instead of behind of me. The boy next to me raised his hand to answer the question.

“To remember our lost ones,” he said.

“Ok,” Ms. Fagan said, continuing to walk around the desks. “Anyone else?”

Two or three more people answered the question, but they did not have the answer that my teacher was looking for. That is when she answered the question for us.

I can’t remember her exact words, and I will paraphrase because I do not want to say that she said something that she actually didn’t say.

Ms. Fagan said that it was a time to pray. There used to be a morning prayer in school, she said, but they had taken it out. Now they left exactly a minute for anyone that wished to pray. She asked us what the first amendment freedoms are, which is a bad question for kids that just finished summer break, most of school knowledge had said Good Bye! and took a summer vacation as well, so it took us a little while to finally say that the freedom of religion was one of the freedoms in the first amendment.

Ms. Fagan strongly pointed out that the freedom of religion cannot be taken away from us. Even if they take a morning prayer out of school, the government or school cannot take that freedom away from you, we can believe whatever we want to, she said. Throughout this I noticed that my teacher was speaking very, very strongly about this, she was really putting her opinion out there, which, in my opinion, was good, and this is a public school.

So, no one can take that freedom away from you. You can pray to God all you want. He is your God and He will never leave you. No one can force you not to believe, and you have to stand up for your beliefs. You may be the only chance that a person has to even here about God or Jesus, make sure you speak up, at any and every opportunity. Yes, I know it’s hard, I’ve tried before. I’ve sought advice from others on the matter, and they admit that it is hard for them too. But don’t let persecution ever get in the way of what you believe. Yes, it will come in all different ways and in all different levels of strength, but you have to stand strong. If you stand with Christ, you are going to go through persecution, it’s just a fact. People don’t believe in Jesus and Him saving us from out sins, but we do, and we have to go through persecution to show just how much we believe. Don’t let the thoughts of others weaken your faith. We believe in a God that is real, alive, and breathing. No on can take Him away from us; no one.

Trusting and Thanking my Awesome God!

So school has started.

If you have read a post by me from a little while ago, you will remember that I was very negative going into school again because one of my favorite teachers had moved on, but I was still trying to trust God in the situation.

Well, my school year has started out amazingly! The new teacher for my keyboarding and business class is a woman who is just awesome, and even shares my last name! A few times she has told me that I am awesome and doing awesome in the class, which makes it even better. So God had a plan! Now, just realizing that God helped me with something as small as getting a (In my opinion) good middle school teacher is just amazing. It’s just like, wow, He really cares.

I know sometimes we don’t think that God cares, but He does. Look at what He did for me, and it is just a small thing that is only temporary in my life. But also look at what Matthew 10:30-31 says:

“But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. “So do not fear; you are more valuable than many sparrows.”

God really does care for you and me. If He can feed the birds, and keep the flowers growing, why would He not take care of you? He is the one and only Creator and Helper. We need to remember that and trust in Him. Do not put your trust in someone or something else. They can’t take care of you like your Heavenly Father can. Trust in Him only.

So anyway guys, I hope this was some good encouragement for you today, and thank you for all of your kind comments and everything. You are all so amazing and God has really blessed me with having so many of you reading my blog. I am so thankful for you and I pray for all of you everyday. Have a wonderful rest of your week and I know that God is blessing you all, even with the little things. He loves you more than you could ever comprehend!